to satisfy all my needs?
Instead of making icons and a "friends only" banner for Toochers I updated the pic on my userinfo page. You can see the pic here.

In my defense I have no idea how Suzi wants her banner to look so there's no point in even really starting anything until I hear from her. My sewing machine broke and Granny's bobbin on her machine is empty and I can't figure out how to get it to automatically wind so fuck that nonsense. I want my own damn sewing machine. A real one... this one actually. And I'd kill for a fucking serger, this one particularly but I'll let you know when I magically have an extra $700 to spend on it. Look at all of the fancy stitches it does. Siiiiiigh.
Speaking of "stuff I want" I made a birthday/xmas wish list for my family, which, if you know me, is something I NEVER EVER do because getting gifts makes me feel awkward and nervous. This doesn't really stop people from buying them anyway and so this time I actually made a little list. I feel selfish and guilty about it though. However, I'm really superduper broke and these things (for the most part) I need/can and will use. If you wanna see it, it's here. It's all Hello Kitty stuff mainly because it's easy to find and it's something they know I love. Still I hate that I made a list and maybe I won't even show it to my family because I mean... who am I to expect things? I don't deserve anything. Blah.

AIM is being weird and not wanting to work. I had to restart my computer 3 or 4 times last night before I just gave up. Then I drew lots of awful looking pictures and wrote in my diary and worked more on the "thing"* and went to bed. Today, I'm all bored and icky. My hair is fudged up because I slept on it when it was wet and my period is still mysteriously absent (could I be carrying Mana's child???), still lightheaded and funky. I think everyone has a level of "weird" but I don't think it makes anyone interesting because we all have it. Like teeth. Now a lack of teeth, or maybe naturally purple teeth - THAT would be interesting.

340 gone, 260 left. Minused 100 for determination. Of course this raises my Constitution to +2 but lowers my Dexterity to -1. Hopefully on the next roll I'll find a bag of magic beans that makes the need to number crunching unneccesary.

Jeez i'm a nerd.

*The "thing" is a stupid story about faeries that I'm working on.